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You are beautiful Susie Salmon

unexpected visits.

the best sort of visits are ones that are random or full of suprise. when a good friend comes over with a dvd you both have been waiting ages to watch and a bag of avocado dip, crackers, hazlenut chocolate and blood orange soft drink and wanting to spending the rest of their afternoon with you. when you talk about everything and catch up on what you have missed, when you confide with one each other about your secrets or the new boy you have your eyes on. when your happy to do nothing but sit on your bed and talk and do nothing else, because that is enough. its a nice to know that you have friends that want to do that. those are the best.

i’ve just seen a face

Kianies Going Away Party was on Saturday, I dressed up all asian and everything. We had a spring roll fail – they froze together so we were stuck with a pyramid of spring rolls. It was a really good night . Kianie attacked everyone with her alcohol – and trust me once she has decided shes going to get you drunk – she will – i had to do some saving and take some shots for people that were struggling. I am going to miss her heaps when she goes to China. She BETTER BLOG *coughs*.

Jeanice is finally back!! I am so happy =] We had a big hug of reunitement ^_^ Though I cant wait to see her again when we arent in a sleep deprived state haha.

Hm and theres this boy as well, trust me I would blog more about it, if i wasn’t paranoid though the chances of him reading this is probably zero.

Today I am staying home and listening to the soundtrack of possibly my favourite movie of all time – Across The Universe and watching Disney movies, Anastacia and Lion King eating ice cream

xx

I make lamb

and pushed herself into space

waiting

I cannot

                 WAIT

                               until Saturday

Ghost World

if there was a movie to sum up my friendship with Rania it would be Ghost World.

Bitter socially awkward teens, hating their suburb with a passion and people that surround them.

R: Oh, face it, you just hate every single guy on the face of the earth.
E: That’s not true. I just hate all these extroverted, obnoxious, pseudo-bohemian losers.

E: God, what a bunch of retards…
R I thought Chipmunk-face was never going to shut up. 
E: I know, I liked her better when she was an alcoholic crack addict! She gets in one car wreck and all of a sudden she’s Little Miss Perfect and everybody loves her. 
R: It’s totally sickening.

I just realised our names start with the same letters as the characters. Lol.

Who wants flowers when you’re dead? Nobody.

I just want to express my sadness that J.D Salinger died a couple of days ago. Thank you for producing a piece of literature that will stick with me forever.

You know you have done well when something you have done has created such an impact like ‘Catcher in the Rye’ that it will live on way after your time here to people you have never met but yet have influenced so much.

<3

“I thought what I’d do was, I’d pretend I was one of those deaf-mutes. That way I wouldn’t have to have any god damn stupid, useless conversations with anybody. If anybody wanted to tell me something, they’d have to write it on a piece of paper and shove it over to me. They’d get bored as hell doing that after a while, and then I’d be through with having conversations for the rest of my life.”

“Don’t ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody.”

“I hope to hell that when I do die somebody has the sense to just dump me in the river or something. Anything except sticking me in a goddam cemetary. People coming and putting a bunch of flowers on your stomach on Sunday, and all that crap. Who wants flowers when you’re dead? Nobody.”

“If a girl looks swell when she meets you, who gives a damn if she’s late? Nobody.”

“I’m sick of just liking people. I wish to God I could meet somebody I could respect.”

“’Anyway, I keep picturing all these little kids playing some game in this big field of rye and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody’s around – nobody big, I mean – except me. And I’m standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff – I mean if they’re running and they don’t look where they’re going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That’s all I’d do all day. I’d just be the catcher in the rye and all.”

Creepy Chan FTW

I love Creepy Chen aka Allison Harvard. She is so haunting and i find her so pretty <3 I love how wierd she is and her fixation on odd things like the jealousy she has for wanting nosebleeds because they are pretty =] And i have to say i like her amateur photos much better than her proffesional model ones.

Three Yays For Allison.

Enrolling my units for the year of my media degree, is absolutley killing me. I want it over and done with as soon as possible. Thats all i want. No more drama. Please.

everyone is overseas!!

 My dearest Jeanice is currently overseas, she is probably relaxing under a palm tree on a beach in the Phillipines right now that or trying to find some toilet paper in an awkward toilet break flush with a bucket full of water. But yes, she is in the phillipines and she has gone away for a month. Good news is shell be back this Saturday in which i am counting down the days till i see her (and no, skype does not count). But Skype has been great source of constant communication. It is FREE which is nice also. But yes, i am counting down the days ill see her and even asked her if i could come to the airport so we can have a “Love Actually’ movie ending moment and that all we would miss is ‘God Only Knows’ playing in the background. But that could be done if i am determined enough.

Kianie is also going away and to think a month was long, this one is going to China to teach English for half a year!! Exciting i know, but I will miss her very very much! She is probably going to be away for longer if she decides to travel the world after that (which i know she won’t be able to resist). Her going away party is this weekend, and shell be out of the country in two weeks D: She has promised to stay in touch; which i really hope she does, Kianie is not a very communicative human being and tends to stray away from her blogs and such. But she will VLOG and facebook; we demand it! Her vlog is going really really well and all us joke that she is going to be the next meme that will take over The Internets. As much as I will miss her I wish her lots of dumplings and pad thai adventures :3

As for me I am still in the country and have not moved. That makes me feel dull inside. But with what may lack in travel journeys; i hope other stuff will happen. Like meeting new people and spending more time with existing friends and experience new things- lol im so lame. So i am taking new risks that i would have never dared to do in 2009 and this has resulted in an interesting string of events. Yay for excitement!!

obviously that is irrelephant.

vintage books

My dearest friend Rania got a Nikon D90, much thanks to her boyfriend for their 2 year anniversary. So she came over and we took some photos of er.. me. haha. i am not used to being the subject in the photo at all. Yay for me being awkward and all ^_^ btw im still working on her getting a blog, its a little tricky but my persuasive powers will rule!!

 Please check her out http://thoradox.deviantart.com/ and here too http://rahblah.deviantart.com/

x

paint and walls

I currently smell like turpentine and Im covered in white paint splatters and blobs.

I was helping mum with painting and as much as i thought i would enjoy it, i didnt today. My painting technique was constantly being corrected. I thought i was doing a good job until my mum told me that i shouldnt make the layer that thick and that i should limit my strokes to two. Being covered in stubborn white paint is not really my idea of fun today. I have given up and walked away.

I would rather be baking.

So Im back in my room staring at my bedroom walls. Which i do quite often. I continuously scrutinise it – which is why the walls in my room is hardly ever the same when my friends come over. Im always feeling the need to change it. I wonder why.

The colour of my walls is this awkward biege – you see my mother thinks its a great idea to have the whole house the same damn colour. Except for the guest room is why is blue – only because she overestaimated how much she needed for paint for the bathroom.

I have posters all over and vintage frames all on one wall. And its these posters that change my room every single time. Ill put one up and pull down another. Yay me and my crazy poster behaviour – the rest of my friends walls sort of remain static compared to mine. The only part of my wall that has remained the same is my bird cage wall sticker right next to my bed.

Hmm.. wow a post on walls-  who would have thought.

x

2010

I feel like starting fresh. It is not surprising to feel like this when you hit January. New year. Fresh start right? Instead of going through the hassle, I’ll just keep this old tattered blog. Besides I am a little attached to the old thing. So 2010 has arrived and 2009 is well done and has left us behind in a blink of an eye. I’ve learnt alot in the last year of the noughties and dare i say i grew up a little. Entering 2010 still naive but definitely not as naive 365 days ago. I’ve promised myself to stick to this blog and document my general thoughts on life etc. Rania told me to” actually write stuff this time”. Completely aware of how detached i have made myself to this blog and how personal and awesome my friend Jeanices one is, I apologise and will try to make it up to all of you invisible people.

Determined to make changes to my life, I will blog more and to make sure I do I have persuaded Rania to get a blog of her own – the only best friend without a blog. Soon my circle of friend blogs will be complete! Note to self: Persuade Joey to get blog – this may be a difficult task as he is a dedicated myspacer and extremely lazy with a short attention span.