bored.

11.14pm
TEN HOW’S:

How did you get one of your scars?
I was sculpting a candle into a replica statue and the candle was softer then i thought and it jabbed straight through to the other side of the candle into my knuckle. i saw white, im pretty sure it was the bone, i sat there on my garage floor just staring at it, and all i could think was how impressed I was with myself that I jabbed in so hard and excited at the prospect of having a scar because of carving into a candle, im wierd like that.

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
Era Clash themed birthday party, i dressed up as a 1920s flapper and i had Michael Jackson, Frenchie  from Grease and Lady GaGa there, nice wine, dancing in the dark while screaming The Wombats lyrics at the top of my lungs and a big big sleepover on my living room floor.

How are you feeling at this moment?
I am bored, I haven’t done much today except paint my nails red and made some chicken marinade and looked at white dresses for my christmas work party coming up. Hopefully tonight will turn around.

How did your night go last night?
It was a good night, I spent the night with a big blanket and lots of pillows in the living room couch with Adam watching Bruno. That movie is so ridiculous lol.

How did you do in high school?
Alright :T

How did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
Its a dark blue Adidas shirt that I got it in the Phillipines in some shopping mall called SM haha.

How often do you see your best friends?
I try my best to see them as often as I can.

How much money did you spend last month?
I have no idea and its probably best that way I have spent so much, damn you ebay. *shakes fist*

How old do you want to be when you get married?
I have always said 28 but now its sort of like whenever i think is the right time. Not anytime soon though.

How old will you be at your next birthday?
The big two one.

NINE WHAT’S:
Your mothers name?
Flora.

What did you do last weekend?

I slept, I ebayed, I watched half a season of anime, I watched Bruno with Adam with a homemade dinner and I spent a lot of time on the phone – that usually being ridiculous morning hours thanks to corso.

What is the most important part of your life?
The people in them, without my mum, my friends and my boyfriend Id be pretty lost right now.

What would you rather be doing?

Id rather be in a park lying on the grass with friends playing their guitar and eating a chocolate bar.

What did you last cry over?

The last time I cried I was watching Oprah’s wildest dreams and she was doing all these sweet things and it just made me cry. I felt so stupid sitting in my room alone crying while watching Oprah obviously not the highest point of my week.

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?

chocolate, tea and a good conversation with someone close.

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?

Genuine

What are you worried about?

Nothing really at this moment.

What did you have for breakfast?

Nutella on toast.

EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?

Not really.

Have you ever had your heartbroken?

At the time it felt like it was.

Have you ever been out of the country?

Yep, the Philippines.

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?

Oh of course. So many times.

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?

Yes.

Have you ever had sex on the beach?

Ew no.

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?

Nope I haven’t.

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?

Yes, but the books im getting now are gettiing ridiculously fat, its getting harder to do that.

SEVEN WHO’S:

Who was the last person you saw?

My mum

Who was the last person you texted?

Jeanice

Who was the last person you hungout with?

Adam

Who was the last person to call you?

Sheryl

Who did you last hug?

Adam

Who is the last person who texted you?

Adams dad lol.

Who was the last person you said ‘I love you’ to?

Probably Adam again.

SIX WHERE’S:

Where does your best friend live?

They live all in a reasonable distance.

Where did you last go?

Fairfield Maccas.

Where did you last hang out?

Living room

Where is your favorite place to be?

places with a lake lots of trees and a beach.

Where did you sleep last night?

My Room

FIVE DO’S/DOES:

Do you like someone right now?
Yes.

Do you think anyone likes you?

Oh gosh, I hope so!

Do you ever wish you were someone else?

Not really.

Do you know the muffin man?

The one that lives on Mulberry Lane?

Does the future scare you?

Oh boy, definitely!

FOUR WHY’S:

Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
They are there for me, with them I can laugh and be silly. We can have deep conversations and I am just happy to be around them

Why did you get a myspace?

Because people told me to get one and it looked more promising then Bebo (ew)

Why did your parents give you the name you have?

Some relative in Canada is called Elizabeth I guess my mum liked her a lot.

Why are you doing this survey?
Because I dont want to watch Bold and the Beautiful.

THREE IF’S:

If you could have one super power what would it be?
Every super power there is.

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?

No, the past defines you

If you were stranded on a deserted island & could bring one thing what would you bring?

a boat, id say a helicopter but i have no idea how to drive one and ill probably end up dying.

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:
Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
No ex to speak of.

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
Definitely without a question… well maybe a ‘Why?’ but yeah sure.

ONE LAST QUESTION:
Are you happy with your life right now?
yes indeed.

how to be a car attendant

I have odd jobs here and there, they’ll be times where I am working at the bar for Paramore to sticking squares of linol for a sample booklet to being a car attendant for a race day.

This day was the car attendant day. My advice to any future car attendants is that a big rimmed hat is essential. No matter how stupid you might look, sun protection overrides looking cool and trust me you will die without a hat.

Secondly lots and lots of sunscreen do not underestimate the power of sunscreen, this is your savour and will help you to NOT look like a red lobster by the end of the day.

Remember your big fluoro yellow vest, your job is to direct cars to parking and the last thing you want is to be run over by a car! it might not fit you and you might look lame but this is your job so deal with it.

After this is done and you have been allocated to your parking spot whether it will be members parking or public parking. Get water ASAP, when i was working it was probably a good 35 degrees and in a carpark surrounded by concrete and no shade. Water is important more than ever.  Your supervisor should have a crate of chilled water, treat it like gold – you would have never been as thankful for water ever in your life then you are today.

So as i have explained you either might be in public parking for the general public, or members parking for the people that love their horses and then there is a step up from this and this is members reserved parking, they will have important orange squares they will flash you. Now listen carefully, these orange square holders are the BIG DEAL, they pay a grand a year for their parking spot and so they would like to think this is guaranteed parking!! Do NOT let some sneaky general public car park in a members reserved spot and trust me they do try! If you do you will be slapped by an orange square followed by a very angry big deal person yelling at you and if you want to be paid today i advise this is not a good idea.

So you have to be on your guard, and allocating parking might seem like a pointless job but some cars really need direction, put your arms out clearly to show them where the available parking is, the idea is to fill these parking spots in rows. So the row closest to the entrance gets filled first, then the second row, then the third etc. Let the cars file next to each other, this makes your job easier to deal with and it looks neat.

Some cars however might decide not to listen to your outstretched left hand pointing to your neatly filed parking spots and park somewhere unneccesary and random. Youll get annoyed because they have fucked up your neatly filed parking spots but just leave them be, keep your head down and point for the next car.

Keep filling up your water bottle and reapplying your sunscreen.

Get each car to park the same way. It makes it looks neat and once its time for them to go home they will file out easily. So if you want all the cars to pull in make every car do that. Youll get the random one that will decide to reverse park.

Theres nothing else much to it, apart from spending a big chunk of time just standing there but once you get over that part you might have a good day being a car attendant

xx

crave you

‘Crave You’ By Flight Facilities feat. Giselle

i like this song 🙂

talk

thank god we are talking again

not talking to you was the wierdest thing ive had to go through this year

and lets face it

i love you too much to not have you in my life.

you weird freak you.

xx

HP7 update.

“Come on, Daddy, Harry doesn’t want to talk to us right now, he’s just too polite to say so.” — Luna Lovegood

Okay so I enjoyed HP7. Mind you, I haven’t read this book so i had NO slightest idea of what was going to happen – and for one that hasn’t read the book this was a good movie. Ah awesome. I did not expect to be in tears at the end of the movie thats for sure!

I like crying in movies. I wish it happened more often.

 

life in an 80s movie

just to let you know

that im every bit annoyed as you are

maybe even a  little more

and im not going to just sit around here

and get this silent treatment

when you deserve it more

HP7

if theres something better than hipster potter it might be hp7 but how am i suppose to know yet- it comes out on thursday so ill decide then and will let you know.

to be honest i couldnt care about this movie. but ive seen it opening day every single time so i guess im just following tradition and the crowd on this one.

plus luna lovegood is rad and i like hermionie, ron can be cute sometimes and thats all… okay fine i guess i do care about this movie. just a little bit.

rant

your recent facebook message telling me that you just realised i deleted you and your one year overdue ‘sorry’ forced me to think about it all again.

let me say this. i am so happy things turned out the way it did. thank you for being the jerk you were and thank god i realised you were being one – it made me realise you werent the be all and all.

that other boys were out there that wouldnt pretend i wasnt in same room when their talking to their ex girlfriend. that other boys wouldnt bitch about their ex girlfriend to me and end up hooking up with them the next day and on top of it all string me along with it.

it was because of your idiocy that i am stronger than i was. i am smarter and less niave.

i dont take shit from anyone anymore.

it made me go to halloween without you and I ended up me meeting a beautiful boy that has changed my life forever – that boy now is now my boyfriend and an amazing one at that and your some loser in new jersey checking my facebook, realising we arent friends anymore, but we never were friends.  so trust me it was long overdue.

hopefully she was worth it asshole, i know that the boy i’m with sure was.

being human.

“We’re all walking around with these glossy eyes. “I’m just tired,” we say. But, you know what? It’s bullshit. Yes, we are tired, but it’s not all from lack of sleep. We are tired of waking up with nothing to look forward to, tired of going to bed exhausted after doing a million things we find no enjoyment in doing. We’re tired of this void, this emptiness that looms over us even though our days are packed. We’re tired of the loneliness that presses down on us even though we’re surrounded by dozens of people. So why can’t we just say it?

Humans are so afraid to look into each other’s eyes and say “I am unhappy, I am broken, I am hopeless and fallible.” We’ve been conditioned to associate pain with weakness, sadness with coldness, loneliness with unworthiness, difference with disease, as if these feelings are contagious, as if ambivalence is something not to be felt but to be feared.

Well, i say screw all of that. Screw forced smiles and polite handshakes and i’m fine, thank yous. Screw the fear of crying in a public place, screw the fake chipper voice, screw the lies we spit out to cover up our problems.

We are humans. We are meant to feel. To feel everything and to feel it all openly. We are not metal—we are flesh and bone. Our boiled blood courses through our cold, clammy hands. we are intricate and beautiful and we should never hide our human parts, because if we do, then what’s left to show?”

By Anonymous.

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N.B- Fuck yeah.

beaufields

I recently produced my classes radio broadcast. My first time ever being producer along with our first ever experience of a full hour and a half broadcast on 2ser. I had such a good time doing it, radio is amazing and will definitely continue to getting involved now since uni is pretty much over.

The good thing was through this broadcast we discovered Beaufields a band emerging from Sydney. Mr Robinson and Battle of the Sky are my favourites. Check them out here: http://www.myspace.com/beaufields and you can catch them playing a show at The Annandale on the 13th of November.

you wont be disappointed, they are going to go places

x

Plan

– Travel with friends within Australia in 2010/2011

– Internship 2010/2011

– Graduate and finish my degree a year in 2011

– Then go to London and Paris

– Work full time in the media industry in 2012

– Become financially independant!

– Netherlands, Germany, Italy, New York

– Move out in 2012/2013

– Continue to be a media whore.

halloween

for halloween i went as a gurololita sort of thing. yay for candy =]

The other day i went to the city with Rania, we went exploring and we realised we never went into the memorial at hyde park. it was interesting to discover places in the city you’ve grown up in.